
2009-03-20
Gawd what a loser lol.
I'm bored & I can't really think of a theme besides Jielun but I'm lazy to go hunt for nice ol' photos of him ):
So anyway results were out today. Not as well as expected, but OKAY LAH at least I improved & uhh, yar okay I'm not sad so yar it's all cool hahahas.
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Supper with Ling last night. Aiyoh that girl has such an awesome memory. She even said we quarrelled before but I don't even remember anything about it.
Too many memories of what happened in Anglican lah. I'm just sorry that sometimes my mind/brain fails me & I can't remember every single detail, but when someone tells me about it little bits cloud up my mind & forms something that seems so familiar it's almost impossible not to smile/cry.
I saw a different ChesterKoh last night. I feel like everything's just changed so much over 5/6years. Everybody's grown up. We're no longer the childish lil brats sucking up to seniors cos we thought the world of them, we've grown up to be seniors ourselves, to see others looking up to us. From Secondary One Sports Class, 2G04, we've climbed up to 4F07, The come-back of SportsClass. I'm just feel so fortunate to be able to get it back because being within the same group of people for fouryears may seem like some stupid anti-social practice, but when you look back, the most important years of your life are with this group of people, & everything you've shared with them, they've shared with you, you all understand each other.
Memories are things only the people involved can understand, it's not like photos, blogs, videos or material things you can show other people, but invisible & untouchable stories you keep inside you, that can be read over&over for tenmilliontimes & more throughout your life.
Sometimes when you're just so caught up with life, it's nice to stop&pause, & look back at things, because with every phase, we grow, & everything in the past shapes us to what we are today.
Goodbye.